Jul 31, 2010

Tribute to our New Mo. Provincial

The Augustinian Sisters Servants of Jesus and Mary in the Philippines are very much grateful to God for giving them SR. CARMEN, a servant leader who for fifteen years have given her life in the service of the Church and in the Community here in the Philippines as a local Superior, formator, Executive Director and Delegate Superior.  She is popularly called as SR. CARMEN by the Filipino sisters, MAMA CARMEN by the kids and CARMEN by some of her friends; and now being the newly elected Mo. Provincial of the Maltese Province in our congregation, she will be called "MO. CARMEN".  

For fifteen years of being with us in the Philippines, Sr. Carmen has been an example of being a true servant, a mother, a teacher, a sister and a friend who inspired people of different facets of life-young and adult alike.  Her welcoming attitude and spirit of friendliness have crossed the barriers of cultural differences and educational backgrounds.  Her leadership role enables us to maintain and preserve our unity and love in the community where we live by heart the words of our Mo. Foundress in her last testament: "I leave you charity.  This house has prospered through charity.  If charity disappears, this house will disappear too". 

Sr. Carmen was the one who helped us in the initiation of building up the retreat house (Mo. Teresa Spinelli House of Prayer, the orphanage (Mo. Teresa Spinelli's Treasures), the Novitiate House, the reconstruction of the Aspirancy house in Laguna and the re-opening of the convent in Iloilo.  These were just few of her accomplishments while staying here in the Philippines not mentioning her other works of charity.

Now that she's elected as our new Mo. Provincial, I personally dedicate this page to her as a sign of gratitude for all the sacrifices and services she made; and to give honor, glory and praise to God for giving us an epitome of a true religious sister, who once upon a time touched my heart with so much love and respect.  Sad to say, she will soon be leaving us to assume her new responsibility as a Mother Provincial hoping that she can carry it out with love, dedication and vigor for which we strongly believe she will.

Though it's hard to let Sr. Carmen go, we realize she does not only belong to us but to everybody in the Province.  We will always be there to support her with all our prayers.  To you my dear Reverend Mo. Carmen, I wish you all the best for yourself and for the Maltese Province.  Your Reverence marked my life with honor and prestige.  I thank you for everything that you have shared, for showing me the goodness and beauty of God, the importance of service and self-giving, for allowing me to grow and letting me know the primacy of loving my own vocation; for not blaming me if I committed mistakes but instead giving me chances to rise up again; for accepting me as I Am; for being there when I needed help; for giving me the best of everything; and most importantly for your trust and faith in me.  I would like you to know that the child within me have appreciated so much your goodness; and that the God in me finds the God in you.  I beg your pardon for everything that offends your goodness and forgive me sister for all my shortcomings as I do yours.  I will surely miss your presence here with us in the community.  The sisters, the kids, the helpers and all your friends will be missing you too.

Therefore, I would like to end this article by quoting the song " I thank my God each time I think of you and when I pray for you, I pray with joy."  God loves you and so do I.

Jul 29, 2010

It's Show Time!

The Wonders of God has fascinated me so much that all I do was to drop my jaw, stare at Him and say nothing - I AM in AWE!  Until a friend of mine bumbed my head, squeezed my hand and said, " Are you ok?  By hearing this, I came to realize that I was already dreaming from a long time of sleeping.

It has been a long time that I ever used my pen.  For so many times that I was just sleeping and resting.  Sleeping in my own comfort zones and resting in my own conveniences. The desire to be just what I AM; relaxed and taking life easy.  Oooops!!! Hello!  It's show time!  Time is up.  Stop dreaming sister!  It's time for you to go on and use your pen again.

YES!  It's time to begin, continue and finish.  Thanks to you my dear friend who reminded me that I have to write again.  In doing so, I will nevert forget your words- to sharpen my pen all the time, to take patience and sacrifice with me in holding my pen as I let myself be held in my Father's hand.  As I continue, I pray to God that He will give me courage to erase all my mistakes, to forgive and forget and to have determination to go on with life.

Jul 28, 2010

For You

I made this poem two years ago as my reflection when I attended a retreat after experiencing turmoil and tribulations in my spiritual journey.  God shows his abundant love and mercy in everything even in creation.  This is the reason why I also wanted to share them with you.



Everytime I look up the sky
All I can see are the stars shining so high
It reminds me of that eyes where
I can see light that shows the loveliness 
of the heart.





   Then I turned my gaze to a lovely flower
  All I can see are the pretty butterfly
  Savoring the sweetness and the smell of the petals
   That reminds me of the milk that my mother 
     nourished  when I was a baby!




Again, as I look up the birds in the air
All I see are their wings that fly so freely
They make the sound of music that healeth
the soul, mind and body of a broken creation.




                                       
        Seeing all these I bow my head in the muddy soil
         One creature struck my sight
       A very small and pale termite sucking on the soil
        This lowly termite eats in order for him 
           and his inheritance to survive.


Oh what's all these my Lord?
Why are you giving these things for me to see?
But the Lord answered; " My daughter, do you love me?
These things I've shown to you FOR YOU to know how much I LOVE and CARE for you.
If you could only see and understand the wonders and beauty of my love for you,
then; you will not ask me why?"

                              Yes my Lord, I understand,
                              but what did you see in me that you love me?
                              Tell me now so I can see....

My Child, If I let you know how much I love you,
then be with me and stay with me.
It is only then that you can see the love and beauty if you REMAIN in ME.