May 18, 2013

An awesome experience with the Holy Spirit



     One of the great minds of early Christian history, our Holy Father St. Augustine, wanted to write a book explaining the Holy Trinity, the fundamental Christian belief that God is one God in three Divine Persons. There's a legend that one day St. Augustine was walking along the beach at Hippo, his diocese in North Africa. He was trying to figure out the mystery of the Trinity. And as he moved along, he saw a boy running back and forth from the surf, carrying water in a bucket and pouring it into a small hole in the sand.  Augustine was curious. He asked the child what he was doing. The boy responded: "I'm pouring all that water" — meaning the ocean — "into this hole." St. Augustine said: "That's impossible. The ocean is huge, and your hole in the sand is tiny." The boy responded: "Then how can you expect to put the mystery of the Holy Trinity into that little head of yours?" And then the boy disappeared.

     I believe that what we know of the Triune God is actually just a picture frame of the reality of the totality of the Trinity.  Our knowledge of his divinity may remain a theory not unless we experience him and have come in contact with him in our lives.  This is true with the Holy Spirit!  What we know of Him as the third person of the Holy Trinity is just an abstract copy of the picture of his true Being. Describing the Holy Spirit isn't easy.  A clear understanding of the Spirit almost seems beyond our reach .
     The Church teaches us that the Holy Spirit is the third person of the Trinity and the one most active in the world today.  The Holy Spirit is a person, and like God the Father.  The Holy Spirit is not floating around somewhere out there.  The Holy Spirit is a PERSON.  We receive Him into our lives at our Baptism and our Confirmation.  Beginning with those sacramental moments, He has always been dwelling within us.  You might be tempted to ask: where is He in my life?  I don’t feel Him! It’s probably because you’re not letting Him act in your life.  Take note, He will respect your freedom.
     Remembering my college years when I was an active member of the Christ’ Youth in Action in the University where I belong, part of the formation program was the so called “Outpouring of the Holy Spirit”.  At first, having a young mind, I was a bit doubtful if the Holy Spirit exists, until the day that I experienced Him working in my life.  When the leaders and the rest of the group prayed over me on that day, I felt something heavy and cold object descended upon me from above that shaken my whole being and enabled me to speak in tongues and praise God with songs of joy. It’s an awesome experience which I can never find a word to describe.  From that moment, all I did was to be sensitive to the promptings of the Spirit and let Him do miracles which I never expected and imagined. That’s the turning point of my life.  I personally experienced the loving hands of God telling me that I am one of His “chosen one”.  Then, I began to commit  myself in the service team of the CYA community until I finished college.  After which, I offer my life by becoming a consecrated religious sister. With praise and thanksgiving to God,  I believe that the Holy Spirit works and keeps on working in my life.  He is like a fire that transform me to become a woman for God and a woman of God.  As we recall in the Scripture, the Holy Spirit came as tongues of fire in the story about the first Pentecost in the Acts of the Apostles. He brings us the holy fire of God to transform us, to turn us into what He is, to make us God-like.  Peter received the Holy Spirit when he was baptized, and again when Jesus gave him the power to forgive sins, and again at Pentecost.  He knew Jesus, received His Body and Blood at the Last Supper, believed in Jesus, and tried to follow Jesus. But he still denied Jesus later on, in a fit of weakness. However, when he received the Holy Spirit at Pentecost, he changed into a powerful evangelist, who did many great things.  That same power awaits us all in the person of the Holy Spirit, and all we have to do is ask for it !
     The Church teaches us that the Holy Spirit brings us seven gifts: Wisdom, Understanding, Counsel, Courage — which we also call Fortitude — Knowledge, Piety and Fear of the Lord. Furthermore, St. Paul talks about these gifts of the Holy Spirit in 1 Corinthians 12: ecstatic utterances, faith, healing, miracles, prophecy, discernment of spirits, tongues and interpretation of tongues. The laying on of hands like what my leaders in Christ’ Youth in Action did on to me to receive the Holy Spirit is very biblical.  In fact, Acts 9:17 says “So Ananias departed and entered the house.  And laying his hand on him he said, “Brother Saul, the Lord Jesus who appeared to you on the road by which you came, has sent me that you may regain your sight and be filled with the Holy Spirit.”  In saying these, I would say that in our everyday challenges and struggles in life, we too can be an instruments to lay our hands to our brothers and sisters who are in need,  ask the Holy Spirit to empower us and make us his living witnesses of unity, communion and love. Quoting Pope Emeritus Benedict XVI, he said “ God is with us in the reality of life, not the fantasy.  It is embrace, not escape, that we seek!  So the Holy Spirit gently steers us back to what is real, what is lasting, what is true.  It is the Spirit who leads us back into the communion of the Blessed Trinity.”   

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